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2003-12-15 - 10:58 p.m. AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate him SO much. Or not so much at all, that's why I'm so damn upset. Ted called tonight and he's been dating someone for the past month. Woah. (exactly 5 months to the fucking day ago from when we had our first date, great timing) I, of course, played it off like I had a bf too, so it was no big thing. No, you didn't just crush me, no I'm not fighting back tears, no you had no effect on me whatsoever, you FUCKING ASSHOLE. Why does this suck so bad? Maybe because I have to see him in less than a week and pretend things are all good. But I'm just so tired of being alone. The best song to cry to... Fool of me by Me'shell Ndegeocello . Wow.
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