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2003-10-18 - 2:08 a.m. Just got home after another wild night at work. Made $100, got stoned in a bus, but no old men were hitting on me. :( Probably because I'm not in a good mood, so I wasn't my usual self tonight. Michael (the other bartender, my pea) got hit on though by this guy and it was damn funny. I call him my pea because we're like peas and carrots. (I'm his carrot) We constantly say the same things at the same time, and we finish each other's sentences, so we say we're like peas and carrots. Good story huh? So the whole deal about the last night mistake literally made me sick this morning. I threw up twice after he left. And it wasn't because I was hungover. I just felt really gross. I washed my sheets and took an hour shower, but I still feel icky. Not to mention, it makes me feel a hell of a lot worse about Ted not being here. (He called tonight by the way, which was really cute of him, because we haven't talked in a while.) Tonight was a luau themed reception, so everyone was dressed up. Which again, didn't help the Ted situation because the first night I stayed at his house was after a luau party that I went to. :( I'm sure everyone is sick of me saying so, but I do really miss him. Its weird, because although we're not together, I know that we will be someday. Its just one of those feelings that I have deep down, and its like nothing else I've had. Even with Andy, I knew deep down that we weren't going to make it. I dunno. We'll see I guess. I need some sleep. (god, i just thought that I'm sleeping alone tonight, when I should be sleeping next to my teddy... sad sad) :( More wedding fun tomorrow. Woo freaking hoo. Buenos noches.
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